Thursday, February 5, 2009

THANK YOU! Feb. 5, 2009

You all gave such wonderful words of comfort and encouragement! I appreciate it very much! And I will slow down on all the things which become "spaghetti" on my plate and not take more than I can chew.

Today seems to be a better day emotionally wise and knowing that I have people out there who are routing for me to be may or may not know how important that is because I am sure many, if not all of you, know how that feels. I thank you from my heart for caring! It was very important to me to see if anyone did! And now I know.


Wednesday, February 4, 2009


February 4, 2009

Well, here we are at the first month mark! Can I tell anyone who reads this, that I feel very frustrated, but am trying to work through it! I am sorry to say that I haven't been much good with keeping up with my site and any progress that I may have made (don't feel like I have made any--truly) I began with great enthusiasm and desire; THIS IS MY YEAR, AFTER ALL!!!!!--why did that wane???? I think I am trying to change my life all at once-my health, my finances, my job searching, my living life on a daily basis, and I have become overwhelmed! Anybody ever feel that way? When I become overwhelmed, it seems that I take it out on my health because that is the easiest to do. It's like- you want a quick change and so what is the easiest??? The hair goes a different color, or is cut. Hmmmm...what to do! Anyone ever get through this before? I would love to hear about how you came out of it.

I will strive to get to know how to do this blog. I wish I were as great at it as some of you, and maybe one day I will be. How do you keep up with all the sites and get other things done that are necessary? Do you see any familiarity with this?

I still want to be successful! I still have the desire! I feel I am going down a second time under water and needing to hear that success truly can be acheived! I'm not "desperate" for anything other than some success stories.